ReyahRayno

Alright.

I've decided I've been way too emotional and bitchy here, or I've been quiet and haven't done much but fave and runs.

My main fear is I haven't payed enough attention to my watchers and have solely focused on myself. My apologies, I will try to be less selfish and I will try being more social in the future.
That being said I've decided to delete all my messages because I cannot keep up with them all and I will never answer them all. Because of this I need to be reminded of any art trades I may have had with anyone, because I absolutely need to finish these as a top priority here. Honestly, I have taken too long with these and its just ridiculous.
So yeah, just leave me a comment of what I owe you. >___>;;;

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And uh yeah. Thats about it.

How've you all been?
Stories, funny jokes?

EDIT  hug-a-redhead.tumblr.com/ DONE. What the hell am I doing? /DERPED THE LINK /IS SO FAIL YOU GUIZ (I AM ALSO SORRY IF THIS IS FILLING UP YOUR MESSAGES. I DIDN'T MEAN TO DO SO.

Thinking of making one. Mostly just to throw a bunch of sketches there. 'Course I wouldn't be uploading any there until maybe...Wednesday? Cause most of my doodles and crap are at my dad's. And I'd have to get used to whatever the hell I'm doing there too.


Just to really show I'm alive artistically. I haven't stopped drawing, its just, I don't like most of my ideas or think I'm good enough to draw them yet. Which is really weird for me, because I always used to think of drawing as a hobby and for fun. As of lately I've been so headset on how it must be perfect, I must get better, I must become a better artist than everyone before I can add anything. It absolutely MUST be PERFECT.
DON'T YOU DARE BE LIKE ME. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. DON'T.

But that aside, I'm alright?
Still worried about all the tiny things in life, but I'm getting more optimistic again. So yeah.

Life for you guys?

_{I am still working on the word thing too guys. SO AHAHA. I'M NOT A TOTAL FAILURE YET.}

I want to try this. Give me a word. One word. No more no less (haha I'm clever ) and I'll sketch something about that word.

I tried this once last year. I remember failing quite epically. My apologies to those whom I failed. OTL

But maybe since I'm feeling more cofident in my skills I can try this again?
No garentees I'm going to succeed this time either, but it doesn't hurt to try?

Well. Lets see if I'm still a failure request taker. (Oh wait, I am)

1. Abandonment
2. Astonishment
3. Hendonistic
4. Vintage
5. Derp
6. Garrulous
7. Schadenfreude
8. Perseverance
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10.

This soooooong ;____;

www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pQo9O…

It's so damn pretty but so damn sad.

Yeah, I think I'm completely addicted to sad songs. I can't help it. They're just so beautiful and play with your emotions so well!

Today was fun. I went shopping. Bought manga (Death Note) Markers, colored inking pens and Okami. I feel nerdy, but its a good feeling.
I also blew off what little remains of my Christmas money, but thats alright. I'm signing up for jobs so I'm hoping to get one soon...maybe Ahahaa.

Saw more Protesters running about town. Screamed they were awesome and they screamed back so was I. Twas fun.
I got my haircut. My mom wants to put some red highlights in my hair. Never had highlights that weren't natural and God-given though. So yeah, that'll be interesting. But hey. I love the color red. Such a pretty color.

How's Everyones weekend going? Any cool stuff goin' down?